23 December 2008

Change

Time fly vv quickly. 2008 has passed n here its come 2009.

Last nite of 2008 i turned up 2 potluck new year celebration at frenz house. Andrew hse which include members of INTAN gang. Then, yw hse(n oso her bro bday celebration) which include uni n college frenz. Well, i tried before super ultra sien d celebration(2005 alone at home,) super ultra high d celebration(2006 Bukit Bintang) n oso super ultra 温馨 d celebration(2007 terengganu). N this time at frenz hse, another feeling. =) Wonder wat will it be like when it is 2010 new year celebration.

Probably d most important things i did in 2008, which definately will affect my future life will be this -> CHANGE COURSE

Pharmacy -> Dats wat d course im doin now.

I awalys believe dat if a person is passionate and interested in a course he/she is doin, he/she will success in dat field. Main reason is because he will have d passion, he will have d motivation 2 upgrade himself continually in dat particular field.

But wat happened is dat i totally lose d interest in it, particularly chemistry. I have once said dat chemistry is d main force dat drive me into pharmacy, but its oso d lose of interest in chemistry dat drive me out of d course. I din take bio during A-lvls tough.

Many ppl said dat i will waste 1.5 year of studies if i change 2 other course. But my thinkin is dat, since u r not interested in it anymore, keep on studyin will make u feel more annoying. Eventough if u graduate, doin a job dat u dun like is merely suffering.

Wat i feel guilty, is really d money dat was paid by my parents for the course. Its not a small amount tough. Im sorry 2 u, 爸爸和妈咪. I definately will make u dissapoint. However, I wont waste ur money for my second course. This will be d course that really suit me d best. If I change my mind again when Im in d second course, I will quit studies n move into workforce. Dats my promise 2 both of u(my 2 moz important ppl in my whole life->爸爸,妈咪), n oso 2 myself. =)

Whole Intan gang(except cat king) n many frenz n Cikgu Cheng opposed my decision. But, since I make my decision, no one can change my mind. Well, i will use this phrase- Burn all d bridges behind u. NO more "regret" this word in my dictionary, u choose this path, u will responsible for it.

After I proposed my idea
ZX: "Tick Siang, u change course i fan2 min2 wif u d ar....."
Uncle : "Yea Yea...As good frenz we onli tell u dat...."
JJ :"Y...?? Y...?? y....??? CHANGE COURSE??? y...??"
ZIncent :"Come Come...Afterward u teach us some pharmacy stuff, mebbe u will have back d interest on it"
Cat king :"I got 1 example like dat, but he's now successful."
Vy :"Dun 一时之气"
Ky :"Y suddenly like dat??"

Abel even sms me 2 think about it more properly.

After half an hour of INTAN discussion at BBS.
ZX :" I 无言以对(wordless)....."

=p =p =p

Sometimes, change is oso a good thing if u think it in another positive n reasonable view. =)

Quote of d day(From Barack Obama):"Yes, we'll change."