Friendster

Its edi day 12. 今晚，我又失眠了。

I opened my friendster juz now n saw ur profile. Was i accidentally or purposely opened? I cant answer it. But I saw ur new pic, ur new life n him.

I opened his profile. I saw d same pic, same comment n u.

Suddenly, a strong feeling came out, deep from my heart. I noe, I still cant let go of u.

I never wish or even thought of holding ur hand 2 walk through the rest of my life.

U said 2 me be4 :"Dun treat me 2 good. 我会被你宠坏的。"

I answered :"Ur d source of my happiness. 只要看到你快快乐乐地生活，我就很满足了。So, i will strive my best 2 bring hapiness 2 u, 2 protect u n 2 love u."

But, everything seems ended too fast, faster then i could expected.

Ur last step, really really vv hurt.

I juz wanna thank my bunch of good brother n frenz. King, Biao, Cat king, uncle, Yuan yuan, KY, Loon, JJ n those who support me.

Nvm. Guyz mar. Can take up, oso can put down d. Time, come on. Ur my cure now.

Erm. Juz got a new number.But then, walau eh, now i onli realise d last 5 number is d same number wif her number.

突然，喜欢上了这首歌 - 断点。

Quote of d day(from cat king) :"Oooi. Nvmla, still got us a gang of ma lat lou wif u mar. hehe"

曾经

曾经以为能收获一份真挚的爱情，没曾想伤到的却是自己，那些曾经有过的快乐和期待原来就如风沙吹过一样，只是令眼睛迷痛，让心发痛。

曾经以为能为你相守那些孤独寂寞的夜晚，让彼此的心相互依靠互相取暖，没曾想短短数日，就已经结束。有时道不清，想不通，到底什么才是纯真？

曾经以为你我是在这茫茫人海中同根而生的两棵树，能枝叶相连，天涯也不过咫尺。但你轻易放弃，随意砍断，吹落那一树的黄叶，就如那泪花点点飘落。心碎了，网断了，情也了了。

曾经以为彼此是心相近，所做的，所想的，一切的一切彼此是相通的。但是……虽然有些受伤，但至少让我觉得身边的人更应该好好珍惜，让人爱，比去爱别人来得更轻松。至少不会让自己日思夜想，牵肠挂肚。

曾经以为自己会失魂落魄，夜不能寐。不曾想夜晚没有了特别的牵挂，喝喝茶，回来后就呼呼大睡，一夜无梦。不用去想要不要发个信息，不用去想要不要打电话给你，觉得心里不再有蚂蚁走来走去，可以平静了，安宁了许多。

是不时伤害是唯一的退路？是不是遗忘是唯一的出路？

我想，时间会给我一个答案。

quote of d day(from myself) :"Pain at d wrong time. But it will be my motivation."